i'm getting close to finishing the large black-and-white drawing. i'm beginning to like it, though i want it to be messier, to hold more emotion, since it has the quirky contained emotion down pat.
i feel so insecure about my work right now that i better get off the computer before it becomes apparent to everyone that i'm in a weak spot. still, i like my drawings, i just don't know how to show them and i still have unresolved feelings about how to compose the components. it doesn't feel right to just say it's good enough just because there are cool ingredients--i want them to create a whole.

i realized today that i am drawing a stereograph. both sides need each other to reach a three-dimensional whole.