i hate writing on a day no progress has been made. but in fact, i feel most guilty on the day i do the most fibrous stuff--i worked on my wedding dress, again. so many hours put into it in just this week. all this finishing stuff takes the most time. all these details i have to get perfect. for instance, today i hemmed the bottom of my dress, which meant i measured it last night, then cut it a little bit below where the hem should be, then folded it up once and ironed it, then folded it up again and ironed it, then spent about three hours sewing the hemline by hand. and i love doing it. i just feel guilty because it's not helping me graduate. but also, i had a dream that the wedding dress was my final grad show piece, and i think that's true. it's my obsession, that's for sure.

i tried uploading a picture but my computer was so slow, so little room left on it now. after i graduate, i keep saying about everything extraneous. after i graduate i'll clean up my computer. chug-a-chug-a-chugh-a-chug-a.